{"id":5045,"date":"2019-02-05T16:20:36","date_gmt":"2019-02-05T16:20:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/upgrade-understandingunbelief\/?page_id=5045"},"modified":"2020-09-07T11:17:32","modified_gmt":"2020-09-07T10:17:32","slug":"religious-unbelief-in-oral-history-collections-an-audio-essay","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/understandingunbelief\/research\/public-engagement-projects\/unbelief-in-life-story-interviews\/religious-unbelief-in-oral-history-collections-an-audio-essay\/","title":{"rendered":"Religious unbelief in oral history collections &#8211; an audio essay"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2>Introduction<\/h2>\n<p>Previous work in which religious unbelief is explored using qualitative interviews tends to involve an interviewer <em>asking about unbelief,<\/em> in a project <em>concerned with unbelief,<\/em> often with interviewees who are themselves<em> especially aware of or interested in their unbelief.<\/em> While this work contributes enormously to our understanding of certain forms of unbelief, it has two disadvantages. One, it tends to focus on very particular sub-groups, such as members of humanist organisations.* Two, it risks artificially foregrounding religious unbelief as an aspect of interviewees\u2019 lives.<\/p>\n<p>In this audio essay I seek to side-step these two problems by examining religious unbelief through interviews <strong>that were recorded with no particular interest in religious unbelief.<\/strong> In an innovative collaboration between <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bl.uk\/projects\/national-life-stories\">National Life Stories<\/a> and the <a href=\"https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/understandingunbelief\/\">Understanding Unbelief programme<\/a>, I have been able to explore two sound archives held at the British library:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">\u2022\u00a0\u2018An Oral History of the Water Industry\u2019 (C1364): 31 interviews, recorded between 2009 and 2012, with staff and former staff at all levels within the UK water industry.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">\u2022\u00a0\u2018NLSC: City Lives\u2019 (C409): 150 interviews recorded between 1987 and 1997 with workers and former workers in the City of London (in the Stock Exchange, the merchant and clearing banks, the commodities and future markets, law and accounting firms, financial regulators, insurance companies and Lloyd\u2019s of London).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Within these large collections of very long interviews, I have surfaced moments when interviewees talk about not believing in God, lack of interest in and\/or engagement with religion, and existential beliefs held in the absence of religious belief (such as belief in \u2018fate\u2019).\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">In what follows, I highlight two ways in which this work contributes to the Understanding Unbelief programme\u2019s aim to study and improve public understanding of diverse forms of unbelief.\u00a0 Firstly, though the collections cover a relatively narrow \u2018cohort\u2019 (people born in the UK between 1908 and 1959, interviewed between 1987 and 2012 and all \u2018successful\u2019 in their careers, in two different \u2018industries\u2019), the interviews offer rare \u2018data\u2019 on the experience of religious unbelief among those who do not necessarily regard such unbelief as a significant feature of their lives.\u00a0 Secondly, by listening not just to interviewees but also to interviewers, it is possible to explore the relationship between the way in which questions were framed, and the kinds of talk (and silence) about religious unbelief that followed \u2013 vital insights for those conducting their own interviews on unbelief.\u00a0 In the conclusion, I discuss these two features further through a comparison with a third, rather different collection of interviews at the British Library which was recorded with a specific interest in belief (among a set of 16 themes):\u00a0 the \u2018Millennium Memory Bank\u2019 (C900).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">My extracts from the interviews include British Library catalogue references (the C numbers) and, where possible, track numbers and precise timecodes.\u00a0 In the cases where the interviews have online access, I have inserted hyperlinks to the full interviews.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<h2>Avoiding talk about religious unbelief<\/h2>\n<p>In this first section I consider three ways in which attention to religious unbelief (and belief) is <em>avoided<\/em> \u2013 or at least escapes attention \u2013 in the interviews I used. Firstly, in some interviews, religion and religious belief is simply not asked about. The result is either complete silence (no reference to religion anywhere in the interview) or brief references to \u2018church\u2019 that are not followed up by the interviewer, such as this:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #000000\">&#8230;and I had a friend [\u2026] who I knew from Youth Matters at \u2013 and at church and he was an articled pupil to the chief engineer [\u2026] so he was one of these guys who was doing what I thought I\u2019d like to do. [C1364\/4, Track 5, 8:28-8:52]<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Secondly, most interviewers do not ask directly about religious belief. Instead they ask whether interviewees went to church or Sunday School as children, and if so how they felt about going, whether religion was \u2018discussed\u2019 at home and whether or not religion has been \u2018important\u2019 or \u2018played a part\u2019 in their lives. With such questioning, it is possible for interviewees to say quite a lot about the experience of religion without saying very much at all about their belief or unbelief, as in this first clip:<\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 1<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 1 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567330&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #000000\"><span style=\"color: #001001\"><strong><em>Did the family ever attend church?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nNo.\u00a0 My mother was I think reasonably religious but her churchgoing was all in London.\u00a0 And when they came up to Mansfield, because it was always this sort of temporary basis, I don\u2019t think they sort of fully integrated with sort of church type people at that time, so I think that really broke which the church connections.\u00a0 To the extent that I was never Christened.\u00a0 You know, so [laughing] I\u2019m a, I\u2019m a, I\u2019m a non-believer, I\u2019m an atheist or whatever you want to call me.\u00a0 But, you know I was never Christened.\u00a0 [&#8230;]\u00a0 So, you know that was really the end of churchgoing for my family anyway.\u00a0 Although you know, I guess we\u2019re still quite religious, there was no church involvement at all.<br \/>\n<strong><em>[&#8230;] Did you ever discuss religion within the family?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nI wouldn\u2019t think so at all.\u00a0 Erm, I don\u2019t quite know why: whether it\u2019s because my father was less churchgoing than my mother was or what I don\u2019t quite know, but very, very rarely was ever religion discussed.\u00a0 [1364\/06, Track 2, 40:29-42:17]<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Here the interviewee suggests that he has never gone to church regularly, didn\u2019t discuss religion at home as a child, is amused by the idea that he might be called \u2018a non-believer\u2019 or \u2018atheist\u2019 <em>and<\/em> is \u2013 in the absence of \u2018church involvement\u2019 \u2013 \u2018quite religious\u2019.\u00a0 The question of what he believes and doesn\u2019t believe is not followed up with further questions (in this case questioning moves onto relations with grandparents).\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">There is some evidence not just of a <em>tendency not to<\/em>, but of a more active reluctance to, speak about religious belief and unbelief.\u00a0 Two of the interviewers who worked on the \u2018City Lives\u2019 project \u2018stand out\u2019 by asking about religious belief directly.\u00a0 When they do so, interviewees appear to struggle to compose replies, as in this example:<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000000\"><em>And do you have any religious belief?<\/em><\/span><\/strong><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000\">Religious?\u00a0 I&#8217;m not, no, a religious person.\u00a0 I think that\u2019s a&#8230;yes, I think like many people I\u2019m very aware that one has probably slipped [&#8230;] but I do think there&#8217;s much more to religiousness, religious practice, than just being seen in church.<\/span><br \/>\n<strong><span style=\"color: #000000\"><em>Can you expand on that?\u00a0<\/em> <\/span><\/strong><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000\">No.\u00a0 [<a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0100XX-0001V0\">409\/100<\/a>, Track 1]<\/span><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">It is even possible that interviewees (whether they mean to or not) deter interviewers from asking about religious belief (and therefore unbelief), along with anything else thought to be somehow \u2018deep\u2019 or revelatory, by asserting in advance that \u2013 in their case \u2013 there is no \u2018depth\u2019 to investigate.\u00a0 These three statements are made towards the beginning of an interview that features no discussion of religion at all: \u2018Till I was about 14 or 15 I was just devil may care and as long as I was playing football or out or something like that I was ok, because school-wise and things like didn\u2019t really mean anything to us\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0024XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/24, Track 1, 16:29-16:46]<\/a>; \u2018We never got into politics; I think, I mean at 15 or 14 even when he was ok, I would have been just too young to understand what it was about \u2013 I wouldn\u2019t have had the [laughs] common sense to take it in, I don\u2019t think really; it wasn\u2019t football so I couldn\u2019t be interested\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0024XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/24, Track 1, 43:13-43:30]<\/a> and \u2018Never read any books.\u00a0 Comics [&#8230;] Dandy, Beano, that sort of thing, Eagle\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0024XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/24, Track 1, 44:27-44:16]<\/a>.\u00a0\u00a0 From the point of view of the interviewer, these statements might well act against any plan or instinct to ask about religious belief.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">The third way in which religious belief (and therefore unbelief) is avoided is connected to the kind of interviews that the \u2018City\u2019 and \u2018Water\u2019 collections contain.\u00a0 Though they are unusually long and comprehensive, covering forms of experience that have nothing to do with paid work, they nevertheless concentrate on the working life or \u2018career\u2019.\u00a0 Interviewees were chosen because they did certain jobs, the collections aim to characterise certain industries, and there is a weighting \u2013 in terms of questions asked and recorded time \u2013 towards experiences of work.\u00a0 In terms of the avoidance of discussion of religious belief and unbelief, there are two related aspects.\u00a0 One, it is not difficult for an interviewee not to talk about religion, religious belief or wider existential questions when they have been asked, for example, <em>\u2018At that time in the 1980s, how aware were you of what other water companies were doing in terms of water treatment\u2019<\/em> or <em>\u2018Can you tell me at the time you were chairman, of the makeup of the committee and the kind of discussions you would have had\u2019.<\/em>\u00a0 A large volume of talk is generated \u2013 all crucial for other studies \u2013 that is very unlikely to involve any direct reference to religious unbelief (or belief).\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">The second aspect is <em>less concerned with work as a focus of the interviews<\/em> than with <em>work as a focus of the life in question<\/em>.\u00a0 There is some evidence that work took up a lot of intellectual and emotional \u2018space\u2019 in the lives of these interviewees.\u00a0 They speak not just of long hours, but of devotion to work, absorption in work, \u2018being happy to be immersed in the world of work\u2019, of finding in work a \u2018mission\u2019, of \u2018losing sleep\u2019 when they resigned from a post (\u2018I lay at home that night thinking, \u2018what have you done?\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0018XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/18, Track 2, 2:30:35- 2:30:44]<\/a>), of distracting themselves from or \u2018coping\u2019 with bereavement by working.\u00a0\u00a0 Against this background, I think it is reasonable to suggest \u2013 at least as a starting point for further research (such as that underway by <a href=\"https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/understandingunbelief\/research\/studentship\/\">Joanna Malone<\/a>) \u2013 that retirement is experienced as a sudden rush of existential reflection that has been \u2018put off\u2019 or absorbed by work.\u00a0 Consider this striking example: <\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 2<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 2 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567321&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">It were strange feeling to be told that you were finishing. [&#8230;] You drive round the area looking round and thinking well I\u2019m not going to be doing this and I\u2019m not going to be doing that and I won\u2019t be doing this. [&#8230;] The only thing that I would say about leaving Yorkshire Water, and I said I\u2019d never let this happen, is that \u2013 in fact I\u2019m going in on Thursday morning \u2013 people do leave Yorkshire Water and [&#8230;] people disappear into a black hole.\u00a0 [&#8230;] You know, people are forgotten about [&#8230;] cause you tend to find that in Yorkshire Water that people leave and then somebody will say \u2018oh so and so\u2019s\u00a0 died\u2019 and that\u2019s the next time you know about them when you go to somebody\u2019s funeral.\u00a0 And I think that\u2019s bad.\u00a0 And I\u2019ve always said that I will never do that [&#8230;] I\u2019ve no intention of sort of disappearing into this big black hole; I shall go back. [&#8230;] But I have left a legacy with Yorkshire Water. [&#8230;] What I\u2019ve done is I\u2019ve spent hours at home drawing sketches and plans that\u2019s now in two big books for Wetherby Area \u2013 they\u2019re now in a filing cabinet at Harlow Hill [depot] and I updated all of the schematic plans \u2013 I put all my drawings on there [&#8230;] everything that I knew has been written down or drawn on paper. [&#8230;]\u00a0 So, you know, I\u2019ve gone but I\u2019ll be remembered for a long time.\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0001XX-0015V0\">[C1364\/01, Track 15, 00:10-14:28]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Given that life story oral history interviews are very often conducted with interviewees who have retired, we might see such interviews as presenting an opportunity to ask more direct questions about whether and how existential and religious matters seemed, to them, more or less salient before and after retirement, accepting that it may be difficult to separate effects of retirement from more general effects of \u2018being older\u2019.<\/p>\n<h2>Death and unbelief<\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">In this section I examine ways in which discussion of unbelief in the interviews is often <em>associated with<\/em> thoughts and feelings about death (rather than with, say, thoughts and feelings about birth or nature).\u00a0 One aspect of this association is a tendency for thoughts and feelings about afterlife to function as shorthand for religious belief in general, as in these two examples:<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 3<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 3 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567315&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong><em>Would you say you had a philosophy of life?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nNo, I don\u2019t think I have.\u00a0 As far as life is concerned, I think when one dies, that\u2019s the end of it.\u00a0 So that all one can do is to give what you can while you\u2019re alive, and when that\u2019s finished that\u2019s over. I certainly don\u2019t believe in any after-life or any nonsense of that sort.\u00a0 Not at all. [409\/09, Reel 5, Track 1]<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 4<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 4 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567309&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">I can\u2019t say that it [religion] was ever very important to me except in the year or so around ones confirmation when everybody goes through this feeling that unless you, unless you take an active interest in religion then your soul is going to be dammed for ever more.\u00a0 The older I\u2019ve got the more I\u2019ve really had any strong religious belief at all.\u00a0 If anything, I think I might favour a Buddhist feeling of the likelihood of reincarnation at a lower or higher level, depending on how one has- but the more I, the longer I live, the more I find it inconceivable that one can go on for millions and millions of years or that this world can go on for millions and millions of years.\u00a0 I sometimes think to myself, you know, it was the 140th boat race.\u00a0 Will there at one time be the 1,300,242nd boat race?\u00a0 [laughs]\u00a0 Horrible thought, isn\u2019t it really, in a way?\u00a0 [laughs]\u00a0 So that I probably wouldn\u2019t acknowledge it to my wife or she wouldn\u2019t be pleased if I did, but I suspect, myself, that one snuffs out when one dies and that\u2019s the end of everything. [409\/01, F1006]<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">As I have indicated, interviewers in these collections tend not to ask directly about religious belief and two interviewers therefore \u2018stand out\u2019 by doing so.\u00a0 When they do so, more often than not, they introduce an association of religious belief with thoughts and feelings about death and afterlife, either in the question itself (<em>And do you have religious beliefs?\u00a0 I mean do you have some belief about what happens after death, or not?<\/em> [409\/97, Tape 3, Side A]), or by the timing of the question, as here:<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong><em>What was your relationship with her [your grandmother]?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nWell I think it was very good [&#8230;] I\u2019ve very warm feelings.\u00a0 She died of cancer, and that was very distressing, because you know, she suffered a lot [&#8230;] she had always been such a kind and gentle soul and it seemed rather harsh that somebody like that should, you know, suffer so badly at the end of her life.<br \/>\n<strong><em>And do you have any religious belief?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0100XX-0001V0\">[409\/100, Track 1]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Whether introduced by the interviewer, or by the interviewee, the association of religious belief and death provides a certain focus for religious unbelief in this group of interviewees.\u00a0 This focus is a concern not to be \u2018taken in\u2019 by (emotionally) attractive ideas: <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong><em>I&#8217;m very sorry your mother died of cancer.<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nYes.<br \/>\n<strong><em>Do you believe in an afterlife?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\nNo.\u00a0 \u2018There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than\u2019 I&#8217;ll&#8230;whatever it is, \u2018in our philosophy\u2019, but, that I do not unfortunately believe in an afterlife, although sometimes you can give yourself a little bit of a comfort by thinking that there may be.\u00a0 And if there is, well, it will be a nice bonus, but&#8230;\u00a0 It\u2019s very easy to see how one makes up an afterlife, it\u2019s a very easy thing to make up, and when you miss people very much you tend to sort of console yourself by thinking that they are watching and so on.\u00a0 But, I don&#8217;t believe it.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0134XX-0021V0\">[409\/134, F5288-A\/Part 20]<\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">And, similarly: <\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 5<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 5 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567306&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>And do you have religious beliefs now?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nYes.\u00a0 Not terribly well articulated, but I do.\u00a0 [pause]\u00a0 And I\u2019d need much more notice of that sort of question to think them out properly, and articulate them really.<br \/>\n<em><strong>But do you sense that there might be something after death?\u00a0 You don\u2019t think it\u2019s necessarily being snuffed out for good?<\/strong> <\/em><br \/>\nI\u2019m not completely sure, really. [&#8230;] I think the dilemma, basically, that I face is: is religion something which has been thought up by man to provide him with an answer to all the unanswered questions?\u00a0 [&#8230;] I think that man is inclined to believe that he is- his intelligence is so important that it can\u2019t just last a lifetime, and he can\u2019t actually admit that.\u00a0 And I think that\u2019s one side of it.\u00a0 And that the religion provides the answer to all that.\u00a0 Whether there is a life hereafter, or whether one\u2019s spirit goes on or not, I don\u2019t actually know. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0070XX-0004V0\">[409\/70, Tape 2, Side B]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Unbelief seems to follow from, or perhaps be constituted by, a state of not wanting to be affected by wishful thinking, or reliant on ideas that are merely a comfort.\u00a0 This might explain the \u2018but\u2019 followed by a change of topic in this example \u2018I couldn\u2019t say whether I believe in afterlife etcetera \u2013 I would be rather fascinated by the idea of a spirit world, but&#8230;\u2019 [409\/100] and the willingness of another interviewee to stress that the feeling he had of his mother \u2018soaring overhead\u2019 after she died \u2018quickly faded\u2019, to be replaced by more down-to-earth visions of his mother (and father) living on in memories <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0070XX-0004V0\">[409\/70, Tape 2, Side B]<\/a>.\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Furthermore, there is some evidence that wariness about the emotional attractiveness of the idea of afterlife is connected to a wider association of religious belief with irrationality, expressed in statements such as \u2018we never went on Sundays, and I think Dad would have thought we were a bit unsound if we had wanted to go to church\u2019 [409\/127], \u2018he broke down and he took up religion in a very heavy way and it was a bad time\u2019 [409\/19, F46, Side B] and <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>Were your parents active in the Chapel?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nMy mother was slightly.\u00a0 My father wasn\u2019t.\u00a0 I think he was an intelligent man [&#8230;] a man of very independent views, and it was he who made all the children [&#8230;] go out to the public libraries and borrow books, and read to him. [409\/28, F373, Side A]<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<h2>Unbelief and ordinariness<\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">In the collections I used, interviewees rarely speak directly about a lack of religious belief.\u00a0 However, I suggest that they indicate this lack of belief in the way in which they respond to questions about experience of religion in childhood.\u00a0 In particular, there is a strong tendency to stress the <em>ordinariness<\/em> of churchgoing, in three senses: ordinary in the sense of common (\u2018everyone went\u2019), ordinary in the sense of taken-for-granted\/not reflected on (\u2018you just went along with it) and ordinary in the sense of not special, sacred or otherworldly.\u00a0 The first two kinds of ordinariness are expressed in these extracts:<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">I never really thought about it because you just thought, well I\u2019ve got to go. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0013XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/13, Track 1]<\/a>\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>Who made the decision as to you going to Sunday school?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nI think \u2013 I think it was probably encouraged by my father, who had been a very keen churchgoer when he was younger, in fact he goes to church now every Sunday; my mother never used to bother. [&#8230;] And then I think [pause] it kind of b- it was natural thing to do in the northeast at that time. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0008XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/8, Track 1, 31:02-33:10]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>Did you parents ever discuss religion, or?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nNo, there wasn\u2019t a great deal of discussion regards to that at all.\u00a0 Erm, you just, there was a mixture in our streets: you were what you were.\u00a0 There wasn\u2019t any religious sort of thoughts or anything.\u00a0 Erm, you just got on with it. [C1364\/20, Track 2, 1:01:57-1:04:08]<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 6<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 6 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567297&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">I was made to go to church as a child.\u00a0 And then church became a social event, because you used to go and other people used to go.\u00a0 So going to Sunday school then became an opportunity to chat to friends and going to church in the evening became an excuse to talk to even more people that you knew [&#8230;] but I had no [pause] no great belief. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0093XX-0001V0\">[409\/93, Track 1]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 7<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 7 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567282&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>And why did you make the decision to be confirmed?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n[pause] I suppose I would say, quite unspectacularly, that it was the thing to do, \u2018cause I was in a church group.\u00a0 I mean I didn\u2019t have any sort of [pause] conversion on the road to Damascus or anything.\u00a0 [laughs] It was- just happened.\u00a0 [&#8230;]<br \/>\n<em><strong>How did you find the Sunday School?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n[pause] Don\u2019t know.\u00a0 Well it was just \u2013 you went to Sunday school on a Sunday afternoon. [&#8230;] Don\u2019t even know how long for.\u00a0 But huge numbers.\u00a0 [C1364\/02, Track 2, 2:33:04-2:39:51]<\/span><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em>Implied<\/em> in these extracts is the third sense of ordinariness: churchgoing as not special, otherworldly or sacred.\u00a0 This is made more explicit in other extracts, such as this description of the church one interviewee attended as a child:<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">It was St Johns Church of England church. [&#8230;]\u00a0 It was opposite the gasworks [laughs]. Which made a wonderful backdrop for wedding photos, as you can imagine; you used to have to go around the corner. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0003XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/03, Track 1, 1:24:11-1:24:34]<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Similarly, the following account stresses that though church experiences could be \u2018bizarre\u2019 and \u2018weird\u2019, they were not viewed at the time or since as in any way <em>special<\/em>:<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 8<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 8 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567276&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>I wanted to ask you about, say, a typical Sunday; what was that like when you were growing up?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nInterviewee: [&#8230;] Sunday mornings my grandfather used to come over and take us to church \u2013 my sister and I \u2013\u2013 my brother very occasionally, though my brother had a knack of disappearing [&#8230;] he somehow got away with it. [&#8230;] But anyway,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 so we then used to go to the Baptist church, I suspect it was cause it was opposite our house, I don\u2019t think there was any other&#8230;-\u00a0 so my sister and I went with my grandfather from 11 till 12 [&#8230;] then you had Sunday dinner [&#8230;] , then my grandfather usually stayed to dinner [&#8230;] And then at half past two my sister and I would go over the road again to Sunday school in the afternoon and you\u2019d have to endure the whole afternoon of this completely boring Sunday school\u2013 and it was always about missionaries in India or Africa and picture of lots of little coloured children and missionaries \u2018bringing salvation to these benighted savages\u2019, you know, it was all pretty bizarre, weird.\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0019XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/19, Track 2, 1:21:44 &#8211; 1:25:20]<\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">For this interviewee, going to church and Sunday school were very local, ordinary, easily explained matters of fact.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">The ordinariness of religious experience is, to some extent, emphasised by the way in which religion is <em>asked about<\/em> in these interviews.\u00a0 Experiences of church are asked about in the same way as experiences of other kinds, such as \u2013 in the following examples \u2013 shopping and bus trips (the interviewee\u2019s mother in this case worked as a bus conductor):<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>When you were a child [&#8230;] and you went out, say, shopping with your mum, how would you feel about going out on these kind of shopping trips?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nOh, yeah, you were just dragged along basically; didn\u2019t particularly, you know \u2013 you just had to go because it was- you know, it had to be done and they weren\u2019t going to leave you at home [&#8230;] so you just had to follow around really. [C1364\/11, Track 2, 14:18-15:30]<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>How did you feel as a child when you were sort of growing up about having to go to church?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nI think to start with we, you know,\u00a0 it was just something that we did, you know, but it in the end it was just something, you know, we stopped going to church when we were about 14, 15 cause just didn\u2019t want to know anymore. [C1364\/11, Track 2, 1:08:46-1:06:16]<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>How did you feel going to Sunday school; what did you think about it?<\/strong> <\/em><br \/>\nI used to think [pause] I used to think it was ok.\u00a0 Just go along and just went along to it and enjoy the singsong a bit and enjoy seeing the other kids. [&#8230;] And probably just went, did it, and came back and just went out and played, I don\u2019t know. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0008XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/8, Track 1, 31:02-33:10]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">As a junior school kid I remember going \u2013 and sitting on the bus until my father was home from work and I could go home.\u00a0 So I used to go on bus trips down to the train station and back again, the train station and back again. [&#8230;]<br \/>\n<em><strong>How did you find that; the going on the bus on these trips?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nI thought it was [pause] I don\u2019t think I really m\u2019 \u2013 I can\u2019t recollect minding or wanting to be home or being frustrated by it; I think it was just, it was just part of the schedule and part of the system really.\u00a0 So I went along with it. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Industry-water-steel-and-energy\/021M-C1364X0008XX-0002V0\">[C1364\/08, Track 1, 34:22-35:18]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">In these pairs of examples, there is no sense \u2013 from interviewer or interviewee \u2013 that going shopping and going to church, or going on a bus and going to Sunday school might be different <em>kinds<\/em> of past action and experience.\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<h2>Not God but not nothing<\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Interviewees in these collections who state or indicate a lack or religious belief do not necessarily operate with a metaphysical nothingness.\u00a0 Instead, religious unbelief runs alongside, or may be underpinned by, other kinds of belief in ways in which life is patterned or even determined.\u00a0 In the following clip, for example, the interviewee expresses his belief that \u2018there must be some purpose in life\u2019 in the midst of a fairly assertive dismissal or religion:<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 9<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 9 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567270&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0361\"><span style=\"color: #000000\"><em><strong>I had the impression, from what you said about your childhood, that you are not actively religious; is that true?\u00a0<\/strong><\/em>\u00a0 <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000\">Correct.\u00a0 I\u2019ve never been confirmed.\u00a0 My parents \u2013 my father was the son of a vicar [&#8230;] but neither of them paid much [&#8230;] active attention to religion [&#8230;] and I\u2019m not interested in religion. There seem to me so many different types of religion.\u00a0 There must be some purpose in life, but what it is I can\u2019t divine and I\u2019m not going to spend time guessing about it.\u00a0 And so the particular-\u00a0 the rituals of the church leave me completely unmoved. [409\/09, Reel 5]<\/span><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<div>\n<p>Here, then, lack of interest in religion does not follow from a view that there is nothing for religion <em>to be about.<\/em>\u00a0 Instead, religion is seen as futile reaching for something which he nevertheless feels must be there.\u00a0 There is something behind life; it\u2019s just not worth \u2018guessing about\u2019.<\/p>\n<div>Others combine lack of belief in God with belief in the existence of something behind, or after, or in addition to what might be called observable or apparent reality:<\/div>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 10<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 10 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567258&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">I suppose one looks, as one gets older and older, more at the hereafter.\u00a0 I\u2019ve never- I\u2019ve been a bit of an agnostic I think religiously. I was brought up in the Church of Scotland which is a fairly sort of, a strict upbringing again.\u00a0 I\u2019ve never really believed very seriously in a god.\u00a0 I always thought in a private kind of way that there was probably a hereafter, because it seemed to me there were too many things that weren\u2019t- loose ends that weren\u2019t tied up, if there wasn\u2019t one.\u00a0 So a sort of negative attitude towards it.\u00a0 [409\/08, F20, Side A]<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 11<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 11 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567243&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>And do you have religious beliefs?\u00a0 I mean do you have some belief about what happens after death, or not?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nI think that they have actually got slightly weaker.\u00a0 I mean I just don&#8217;t know quite to be honest what I believe.\u00a0 I mean I\u2019m quite clear about right and wrong and that kind of thing, and there must be something up there somewhere, but I find it difficult to- with the sort of Church of England- I mean it\u2019s a good habit to get into, but I mean I find it&#8230;I mean I do not say the Creed when I go to church, because I don&#8217;t actually I think, I\u2019m not sure I believe it. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0097XX-0005V0\">[409\/97, Track 5]<\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">For another interviewee, an assured lack of belief in God (\u2018basically I\u2019m an atheist\u2019) runs parallel with belief in \u2018fate\u2019 as a creative force active in the world:\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Audio clip 12<\/h3>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"AUDIO CLIP 12 by Understanding Unbelief\" width=\"500\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F570567237&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=750&#038;maxwidth=500\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">In the Royal Marine Reserve you had to spend two weeks away at [&#8230;] \u2018annual training\u2019.\u00a0 I spent two weeks training down at Plymouth.\u00a0 And my wife that is now, was on holiday at Plymouth with her friend.<br \/>\n<em><strong>That was lucky?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nNow, lucky.\u00a0 If you just imagine &#8211; London being London, i.e. there.\u00a0 Plymouth being over there.\u00a0 And Portsmouth there.\u00a0 Now if that\u2019s not fate.\u00a0 I\u2019m not religious or anything like that, but if that\u2019s not fate, you tell me what is.\u00a0 From London to Fareham, where my wife\u2019s people come from, is 98 miles.\u00a0 From London to Plymouth is &#8211; I don\u2019t know how many.\u00a0 It\u2019s a long way.\u00a0 But we met at Plymouth.\u00a0 On Plymouth Ho. [&#8230;] Well, it must have been fate.\u00a0 You know, all that distance apart.\u00a0 [409\/20, Reel 1, Side B]<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Though this interview is unusual in naming the cause of events in his life \u2018fate\u2019, others seem to come quite close to his position in the way in which they comment on observed patterns in their lives.\u00a0 I have in mind discussions of luck in life that go beyond saying things like \u2018well again, it was almost at the toss of a coin\u2019 [409\/16, F35, Side B] or \u2018that\u2019s how my life began &#8211; that single sentence\u2019 [409\/09, Reel 1, Track 1].\u00a0 Sometimes, for example, interviewees suggest that the pattern of observed events was \u2018strange\u2019 or \u2018uncanny\u2019 in a way that hints at hidden causes, such as \u2018there are those individuals [&#8230;] who [&#8230;] sort of lurch from one disaster to another and, and it\u2019s quite uncanny how things can happen to some people\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0027XX-0010V0\">[409\/27, Track 10]<\/a> or:<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">It was early January \u201850, and I was due to be de-mobbed in mid-February and I was just contemplating whether I\u2019d ask the Army to keep me on for another six months out there when I heard that my girlfriend\u2019s [&#8230;] father had been killed in a road accident, so I duly decided that I\u2019d come back home and did.\u00a0\u00a0 And again, that was another strange incident that if I had stayed on there for six months, again, I wouldn\u2019t have come into Barclays Bank.\u00a0 Strange how it happens. [409\/01, F1002] <\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Others have reason to believe that certain life events were predetermined, or at least foreseeable:<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 60px\">\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">But it all came about in this very strange way, and the lady with the Tarot cards was absolutely right, one hundred per cent. [<a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0039XX-0009V0\">409\/39<\/a>, Track 9]<\/span><\/p>\n<p>My mother, very shortly after my birth, had my horoscope done, and one of the things that the horoscope said, was that I would always gain pleasure and success from things connected with water.\u00a0 And that has turned out to be amazingly true.<br \/>\n<strong>In what ways?<\/strong><br \/>\nWell, this, she also said that my first choice would be to be a naval officer.\u00a0 So I rowed successfully at Eton, I joined the Navy for my National Service, and became a naval officer, and then I rowed successfully at Cambridge.\u00a0 I am still connected with my College boat club, I coach them in the summer, and now, I am a main Board Member of the National Rivers Authority.\u00a0 So water has been a constant theme of, as the horoscope said, pleasure and success throughout my life. <a href=\"https:\/\/sounds.bl.uk\/Oral-history\/Banking-and-finance\/021M-C0409X0070XX-0003V0\">[409\/70Tape 2 Side B]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">Another prefers the view that \u2018life is full of circularities\u2019 that are not predictable, but which \u2013 like the idea of predestination \u2013 impress a rightness or completeness onto events: \u2018My father [&#8230;] made all the children, because he couldn&#8217;t read, you see, go out to the public libraries and borrow books, and read to him.\u00a0 Now, that was a marvellous education for me.\u00a0 And one of the great and interesting circularities in my life, is to find myself in [&#8230;] 1980, asking Mrs. Thatcher at No. 10, in fact insisting, that we must have a great building, to be called the British Library, next door to St. Pancras, because libraries shaped my life in many ways.\u00a0\u00a0 And I owe it entirely to him.\u00a0 [409\/28, F373, Side A]<\/span><\/p>\n<h2>Conculsion<\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">The extracts in this essay provide a rare view of the nature of unbelief in a group of people who are not necessarily especially aware, interested in or used to talking about their unbelief.\u00a0 In other words, they capture kinds of everyday, not especially committed, not especially thought-through unbelief that might be both widespread and hard to study.\u00a0 We might say that this is a major advantage of reusing interview collections <em>recorded in projects with different aims from our own<\/em>.\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">However, this advantage comes at a cost.\u00a0 The interviewees we have heard from were not usually asked directly about religious belief, and were asked about the experience of religion in a way that allowed matters of belief and unbelief to be avoided.\u00a0 Therefore, while we might access a form of everyday, unprompted unbelief, we do not find <em>detailed<\/em> accounts of how those with no religious belief see the world, or \u2013 perhaps equally important \u2013 detailed accounts of what they take religious belief in others to consist of, beyond hopes about life after death.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">There are other collections of interviews which, though not concerned specifically with unbelief, were recorded with closer attention to religious belief.\u00a0 An example at the British Library is the \u2018Millennium Memory Bank\u2019 \u2013 over 5000 biographical interviews with people all ages and backgrounds across the UK, recorded by BBC Radio in 1998 and 1999, exploring sixteen themes including \u2018Beliefs and Fears\u2019.\u00a0 My own study of a \u2018sample\u2019 of 384 of the recordings suggests that \u2013 perhaps because the interviewers had this theme in mind \u2013 interviewees were more likely (than in \u2018City\u2019 and \u2018Water\u2019) to be asked about their religious beliefs or, as in this example, \u2018religious or spiritual feelings\u2019:\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>Do you have any religious or spiritual feelings?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nNo, I don\u2019t, no, no.\u00a0 I don\u2019t think I\u2019m a very spiritual person which in some ways I wish I was but I don\u2019t think I am.\u00a0 I think I\u2019m very earth-bound really and I\u2019m certainly not a believer, I don\u2019t have a faith at all.\u00a0 [My son] asks me if I pray and what I would pray to if I prayed cos he prays to God he says, so I say I would pray to mother earth if I prayed, but I don\u2019t pray [laughs]. [C900\/05598]<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">However, more indirect questions about engagement with religion, such as <em>Were you brought up to be religious?<\/em> [12115] and <em>what kind of religious background do you come from?<\/em> [05133] are still very often asked.\u00a0 And, in the sample I explored, it was only when children were being interviewed that the interviewer asked follow-up questions about belief and unbelief, such as <em>\u2018What is it you don\u2019t believe about God?\u2019<\/em> [C900\/18135] or <em>\u2018Well, can you elaborate on how you do believe in him [God]?<\/em> [C900\/15116].\u00a0 These follow-up questions often produced very detailed responses, such as this:<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px\"><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><em><strong>I mean if you don\u2019t necessarily believe in a god [&#8230;] or he that created it, what do you think it\u2019s all about then, life, what are we doing here?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nWell, we must be here for a reason.\u00a0 [&#8230;]\u00a0 I don\u2019t think we\u2019re just here by chance, there is definitely a reason for being here.\u00a0 [&#8230;]<br \/>\n<em><strong>So do you think there is some form of god up there, is there some higher being sorting it out for you?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nI think there\u2019s something.\u00a0 I think there\u2019s something.\u00a0 I don\u2019t think, like when you\u2019re younger you think of, whenever someone says the word \u2018God\u2019, you just think of an old man with a white beard and sitting on his cloud.\u00a0 I remember, I used to think that heaven was this great big long wooden table [laughs] and I thought there were all these skeletons sitting at the table eating a meal.\u00a0 And I remember then there was a parrot at the cage at the top of there [laughs], at the head of the table with God.\u00a0 I don\u2019t know why I thought that.\u00a0 [laughs]\u00a0 Quite disturbed.<br \/>\n<em>Disturbed child, yeah.<\/em> [C900\/06094]<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0b0813\">I suspect that the openness and detail here is as much a function of the specific questions on belief (such as <em>\u2018is there some higher being sorting it out for you?\u2019<\/em>) as it is of a particular, forgiving, informal atmosphere in the encounter between a seventeen year old (in her home) and an older interviewer.\u00a0 Nevertheless, one does wonder what might have been produced in \u2018City\u2019 and \u2018Water\u2019 interviews by questions of this kind.\u00a0 Therefore, one of the results of the Understanding Unbelief programme that I will most value is improved understanding of the kinds of questions on unbelief that a) tend to produce detailed responses, and b) can be asked \u2013 without being experienced as unduly odd or uncomfortable \u2013 in any interview, however formal.\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong>Paul Merchant<\/strong><br \/>\nNational Life Stories<br \/>\nThe British Library<br \/>\n<a href=\"mailto:Paul.Merchant@bl.uk\">Paul.Merchant@bl.uk<\/a><br \/>\n19 November 2018<br \/>\n<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div><span style=\"color: #0b0813\"><strong>Acknowledgements<\/strong><br \/>\nRob Perks and Mary Stewart provided very helpful comments on an earlier draft of this essay.\u00a0 This project\/publication was made possible through the support of a grant from the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.templeton.org\/\">John Templeton Foundation<\/a> (JTF grant ID# 60624) managed by the University of Kent. The opinions expressed in this publication are those of the author(s) and do not necessarily reflect the views of the John Templeton Foundation or the University of Kent.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<p>*Lois Lee, Stephen Bullivant, Miguel Farias and Jonathan Lanman, 2017. Understanding Unbelief: Background. Understanding Unbelief, available at <a href=\"https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/understandingunbelief\/about\/background\/\">https:\/\/research.kent.ac.uk\/understandingunbelief\/about\/background\/\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Image Credit:\u00a0dmitryzhkov on VisualHunt.com \/ CC BY-NC-SA<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Introduction Previous work in which religious unbelief is explored using qualitative interviews tends to involve an interviewer asking about unbelief, in a project concerned with unbelief, often with interviewees who are themselves especially aware of or interested in their unbelief. 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